Oh my, its already 2012
So many things happen
And well, yeah i’m so annoying these days.
Forgive me :(
I dont even realize it, its just happen
But i really hope and wish to be someone much2 better than before
I’m truly sorry for my fault
And so thankful to God for everything
New day, new month, new year, new spirit
I wish everybody’s life will be much2 better than before.amen
Its been a month since i know you
Ur sweet voice, kindness, the way u look at me with ur glasses on 😊
But too bad i can even catch ur shadow, 👣 ur too far away 😭
I wish u could see me, know how much i care for you
Try to look at me, only me ❤
But they said i better let you go
Because its too hard for me to change you
You choose it, and i only hope for the best of you
Wishing u luck and happiness
But you keep remind in my heart
Even so hard for me to say it straightly say it, i know u can feel it
Good nite dear, wish u a very happy dream
Bless them God, every people that i live the most in the world
💋
Almost a month and i cant stop thinking bout u even for a day.
U keep coming back to my mind,make my tears fall.
Make me want to go back to that place.
I want to hug you,hear your voice and kiss you.
I miss you, i know you angry with me
U think i leave u, i never, i swear
I only have to go. I have to chase my dream, have to grow up.
But i always miss you
No matter what, and i know u feel that
I miss you
With all if the tears that fell down only for u
LOVE
everyday is a special day, don’t you agree about it? i hope you say yes =DD
i’m so happy because i have a super family & some closest friends, who always support me. thank you so much. i adore you guys =DD. even if i have so many bad habits =((. honestly, a lot. i’m a talkactive, sometimes i talk about unimportant thing. and its bothering some people. im so sorry. i’m trying to change it. i promise =((
and, there’s a lot of thing in the world that i really want now, but i dont hve enough money to buy all of that stuff T_T.but i really want to buy it. hiks
ok, its enough for today.
at least i’ve posted something
see ya
hv a good day =DD
everyday i lve u, . haha =DD
im in love with my beloved family, ^^
i dnt know what to say, but maybe im the luckiest girl in da world. because i have them =D.
dari sejak ak memutuskan untk kuliah di negeri nun jauh di sana, rasanya semakin ga tega ninggalin mereka =(
tp harus kata mama, harus kuliah 8_8. jadilah aku merana, bimbang dan cenat cenut T__T
apalagi ad si tembem vanvan, huwaa T__T makin ga tega.
tp kata org, kalau udah gede, memang harus begitu. harus punya tanggung jawab sama diri sendiri. toh, kuliah kan untuk kebaikan aku sendri. jadi saat ini sedang berusaha memotivasi diri sendri, everythings gonna be ok *amin
si vanvan lg belajar nyembur pake mulutnya, waahah.
dan udh bisa ngangkat kaki sampai masuk k mulutnya *kata mama bayi mmg gitu, ngemut kaki sendiri XDDD
i think its enough for today, im tired. hahaha =D
ciao XDD
zai jian
hisashiburi desu ne
atashi no tumblr *hahaa
waktu berjalan dgn sgt cpt
akhr tahun udh ga dsini lg, mungkin
mau les mandarin, jpg, bhs inggris
buat ngisi waktu slm belum kul
setelah ini ga boleh berhenti lagi
mau kuliah dgn serius sampai tamat, *amin
udh tuir ini, sbtr lg 19thn *i wish im not getting older, wish im still an 18 yo girl T_T
merasa waktu makin singkat, tahun dpn udh 20 *udh tua X(
ga ad yg mau diceritain sih, cuma udh lama ga ngepost sesuatu,
hehehe
yg penting ngepost kan
sipsip
XD
aku baru sadar, alasan kenapa org yg suka nulis masalah jadi makin depresi. karena ketika kita berfikir kita sedih trus kita nulis, hal itu akan nempel lebih erat di ingatan kita. jadi aku berusaha ga nulis masalah atau kesedihan apapun itu bentuknya, hahaha. i’ll try.
jadi aku mau nntn acara komedi aja kl lagi sedih, pengennya ovj ditayangkan 24 jam.wkwkwk, hbs lucu.kl lg sedih aku bs lupa semuanya dgn ketawa. hehehe
ya sudahlah, mungkin begini lebih baik. jadi aku ga berusaha menjadi org lain lagi. biarlah, harus terbiasa merelakan sesuatu. ga semua yg kamu mau bisa jadi kenyataan kan. berusaha aja.
mau coba ga banyak ngmg, soalnya aku jg kadang bingung apa yg aku omongin. kaya nya bullshit semua.wkwkwkwk
mau tidur, sudah malam dan cuaca nya jg mendukung, gerimis di luar.hehehe
Gbu
=)
u dont have a reason to love someone
u just feel like, they make u feel comfort
they make u cheerful, always there when u need them, the best partner that can help u to reach a succesful life.
wktu aku blg baik, itu artinya baik untuk aku, bukan baik dr pandanganmu, that’s why aku ga pernah benar2 percaya omongan org tentang org lain sebelum aku kenal sm org itu, bukan karena dia memperlakukan aku baik makanya aku sebut baik, tapi karena dia bisa baik sama org lain, memperlakukan org lain dgn baik makanya aku bs bilang dia baik.hahaha
aku merasa tenang, karena aku tau aku ga perlu buru-buru. u will always be there for me. setidaknya smpai lulus kuliah mungkin.hope so
open ur eyes dude, u will find someone who look straight at you.
u can but u dont want
have you ever feel you want to die or escape from ur life?
i do, almost everyday
and people come, make u feel free.
im sick of my life.
feel so lonely, i dont even know what i want from this life
i dont even care about everything
im tired. berusha memahami org lain, mengerti kondisi org lain, jadi org baik. tp selamanya dinilai blm cukup baik. what do u want from me?
lakukan, apapun yg mau kamu lakukan. meskipun itu egois.
kamu ga pernah tau kapan kamu mati, jgn menjadikan hidup kamu sia2.
=________=a
